What is Heavy?

"Abundance/Sunflowers" 2016. Mixed Media on paper, 11x7

"Abundance/Sunflowers" 2016. Mixed Media on paper, 11x7

The knowing part of me is hiding pretty deeply. I've held space for some heavy stories today and then I realized my story became super heavy. Why must I continue to carry it around? It's there and fine and then I like to add things. And then more things. Must be where my love for layers in my artwork comes from. Perhaps the uncovering is what we're addicted to.